Monday, April 30, 2007
22:03
a lot of stuff have been happening in just these 3 weeks..i got to noe cliff betta, work out some stuff, got to noe someone better, like Mika,gone through ups and downs. something tells me that i shouldn't be so obsessed with these stuff but i just can't focused. i know that there has always been someone up there but i seem to be lost from His sight or lost guidance in some way. really wish that some force would just rain down and wash all my worries down the drain.
wat's possible doesn't seem so anymore. i dunno what's happening to me but to be caught up in such rubbish at this period of time is dangerous. i only hope e june hols will bring me some enlightenment. i think the time has come. i didnt feel it two years ago at studen camp. i think i feel it calling out. and no, i'm not hallucinating. haha. it's not bcos of wat's happening between us either. i just..feel it. the very fact that i got pulled into this belief thing over and over again is no coincidence. that's why i made a choice todae. you saw it. i'm ready to try. success? i dunno.ask that damn stubborn head of mine.hmm..
ok..nothing much to sae..mids in 4 daes, gotta focus. help anyone?i'm human afterall. physics and amath offficially sux la.
Searching?
perhaps tomorrow.maybe yesterday.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
22:03
SUCCESS IS SWEET.
perhaps tomorrow.maybe yesterday.
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